| I am depressed. I am a failure in anything academic related. I am not a school person.
My carelessness for school never disappeared. I only hang on by a strand for a passing and failing grade.
I shouldnt even be cocky and think I did well on tests. I fail everytime I do.
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| So I kinda have to pick between two things this summer...
Because of this new boss, he is a total asshole, now that I finally see it.
I am most likely not able to take a 3 week vacation So...
It's like. Make money, quit, and go to Taiwan.
Or...
Make money, stay, and buy a motorcycle...
I am not good enough to get another job ]:
I drank a bottle of water last night. It was the most water I have ever drank in a long time.
I am drinking a bottle now.
So.
I need to go shower.
This is summer all over again. Where I stay up, shower at 4, and then sleep at 6. THE BEST.
Last night, I drew a chritstmas tree and cut it out and taped it to my living room wall... It's kinda pretty... And pathetic...
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| I hate working around Christmas time.
I especially hate ringing cash register.
Yesterday, I wanted to quit.
I am ruining my life.
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| ]: Stressssssseeeeddddddd.
Lots of stuff to do! Work everyday this week except for today so I took it easy. Woke up late, rushed to school, studied with Taylor. Then Hot Pot with Taylor David and Andy. Mad full.
Malled and walked around and shopped a little and bought a cardigan that supposedly makes me look like a dude. That David and I are going to share. HAHAHAHA.
Picked up Babe.
And then my horrible work filled week begins...
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| All work and... Almost no play. Brian's birthday dim sum today. Was good. Jessica and I are really slick with the running away and buying cake. Had to leave early because i had work... Got there just in time. Changed my clothes while driving there. Lol. Pants over jeans. Pretty warm. I am like the master at addition and subtraction... I dont even have to look at the change thing anymore ._. I need to revise my english paper. And finish my nutrition proejct. Nutrition wont take that long... But I gotta do my quizes too... |
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